Today I turn 19

Last night I went to dinner with my family to celebrate my birthday, but it was much more then just me getting older, it was getting back in touch with talking to someone. I dream just like anyone else does, but only when my conscious feels like I need to reply the events in a manor I can understand. Its weird, but its helpful. I cannot recall my dream last night too well but it was the perfect way to have a party to me. I felt happy, and I haven't felt like that in a long time.